Well, it snowed a bunch. This city goes apeshit when it happens: so vastly under prepared. It was nice though, not too cold, magical settings etc. etc. On a more interesting note, guess what I just did? Roasted my own coffee beans! Awesome right? It was super easy. Which makes me wonder whether I fucked something up, but I'll taste test tomorrow and see how it went. Either way, here are some pics.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Snow and Beans
Well, it snowed a bunch. This city goes apeshit when it happens: so vastly under prepared. It was nice though, not too cold, magical settings etc. etc. On a more interesting note, guess what I just did? Roasted my own coffee beans! Awesome right? It was super easy. Which makes me wonder whether I fucked something up, but I'll taste test tomorrow and see how it went. Either way, here are some pics.
Friday, November 12, 2010
Adopted Narratives
First of all, debt and righteousness ought not be compared, and I truly hope one has nothing to do with the other. Maybe how one gets into debt and for what cause can be righteous or not, virtuous or not. Nevertheless, debt seems to have gone from being something to avoid to something that people assume as inevitable. And part of this I think is because the vast majority of people are living according to some adopted social narrative that dictates what you should do and when. It goes like this: graduate high school, go to college or uni or trade school or whatever the fuck, graduate that, get job, buy house, get married, buy cars, get line of credit against house, start buying crap like flatscreens and vintage motorbikes (present company excluded of course) go farther in debt, don't understand why your so unhappy. Maybe I watch too much "Til Debt do us Part" (which is the best show to make you feel good about your finances), but you've got to notice how people do these things because "that's just what you do." It's everywhere. I was talking to my friend Chris last week who works for the Federal Gov't, and he had just returned from a conference for young federal employees that was basically a moving up the ladder shmooze-fest. He talked to some of the people there about why they wanted to move upward, and they didn't even give answers like "more power and responsibility" or "to effect change" or even "to make more scrilla," he got answers like "because that's what you do." If that's why presumably well educated public servants are playing out this narrative, I can only assume the rest of the corporate world is even worse.
So how did this happen? Somehow people think that living virtuous and meaningful lives has to involve buying a suburban home with room for 3 North Amercian kids and 2 North American cars (or 3 non-North American families and all of their motorbikes and mopeds). Maybe we watch too many movies and tv shows. Maybe advertising has become so effective that we don't even question whether we need a thing, only which one. It sucks and it's not going to change. And every once in a while I find my self sucked in too, worrying about where my parents were at my age and how people younger than me have kids and houses and high paying jobs. But you know what? Their lives mean no more or less than mine, and I often suspect (children aside, obviously they ought to fill a life with purpose) mine is more meaningful and I'm happier. I'm not distracted by the stuff I can't afford because I actually can't afford it. I don't have a line of credit or a home to borrow against that makes me start living way beyond my means, assuming it'll all work out because this is how it seems like everyone else does it and they seem okay. Fuck that garbage. I live in a tiny apartment, don't own a car, and only watch a tv we got for free. Liza's happy and I am too, we both like what we're doing and have a hazy but attainable plan, and will play it by ear. Like Liza said to me last week, "we've got our little apartment and we're both in school with no huge debt: you can worry about the distant future but you might as well just pick something and do it, and if you hate it do something else." Solid advice.
To answer your question from last post, it will take 12 months to finish an education degree which I plan to start next September. If I get a job, yeah we'll probably move into a bigger apartment and buy a car or something, and I'll probably spend a lot more on bikes. But I really hope that we can avoid the kind of rampant consumption that people seem to think provides meaning to life these days. Living simply is righteous in my books, and that's what I intend to try to keep doing.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Halifax 2 - Blair 0
Man. Oh man.
I got burgled again. They really put the effort in this time though, they had to smash in the bars intended to prevent their penetration. It's kind of staggering that the most blatant security measure was the one attempted and the one to fail and now what are we to replace it with...bigger bars? A Dog? Video Cameras? Booby traps?
Those seems like the natural home defence measures but I think instead I am going to move towards no longer owning much to covet. I can't do much about the stuff I already own but I can certainly avoid replacing the things I have lost. Cj's computer evaded the assailants which was a miracle, though we do make sure to hide it whenever we leave the house. I can live without my own computer, or a digital camera, or an ipod and eventually maybe some other things. I'll brew my own beer and sleep with this old baseball bat.
Aiya, I feel bad about it, but this stuff makes me hate Halifax. I start to resent the people I know and even half suspect them. That could make one crazy. I'm not. I don't...
I hope the West coast treats you better than the East is treating me.
A now disheveled and discomforted man,
Blair Allen.
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Saturday, October 23, 2010
Righteous Debt


How far are you away from a B. Ed.? I feel like University programs overlap each other in so many ways that getting a second degree is often less work than one might think. UBC? They have a nice campus.
30 hey, I feel you on that. For so many goals it seems like 30 is the day that it all has to be sorted out by. A career, marriage/kids, a house. The thirty demographic is always a strange one because there are so many of our generation at that level who are still doing the stuff they did when they were in their early twenties. I guess it shouldn't really change that much, but hitting the bar 3 or 4 nights a week and being a weekend warrior is not a path to righteousness by any means. More like perpetually debt. Unless debt=righteous. The thought of having kids at our age always seems like an obvious no to me, but then I think about what things will be like in 15 or 20 years when that kid gets cool and you're not yet over 50, that seems like a nice place. CJ has some family with tight generations and their events are always fun and packed. Her grandma Judy is about the same age as my parents!
I would love to be paying a mortgage right now rather than paying rent. I came out here with that idea in my head and since have resolved to save it till I graduate. Not working and spending money sucks, but I guess it is all with ambition of putting me in a place to rake in some mad scrilla.
Motorcycles are awesome. I try to ride mine to school as much as possible, except that bridge is tolled at 75.cent and I never carry around quarters, sometimes I get across and realize this so I beg them to let me through. Though in the winter the bike gets parked so maybe I have to graduate and then drive down to Argentina to live.
I have recently taken on Surfing. I have been out a quite a few times this year and am starting to get a handle on it. I have even found a board to buy, renting adds up.
I will be home for the holiday season, on the17th you? A hockey torunement for sure. We should each build a team and then play head to head, with pilsners in beer kosys, and nets turned face down. It could be our annual home coming. Though it won't get in the way of mixing the teams, we don't wait all year to come home and become each others opponents.
What are you listening to these days? Cj bought a Beach House LP which is really good, otherwise I am computer and Ipod less. The record store will need to become my friend.
Friday, October 22, 2010
After my University Experience?
Alas, dear chum, I am nowhere near this "after" you refer to. Sure, I graduated with a B.A. a while ago, but as it turns out attaining that particular level of post secondary education is equivalent to what graduating high school would have been 15 years ago. As such, I am doing several courses right now in order to go back and get a B. Ed. which at least is a professional degree and has a particular career path associated with it. Whether I'll actually be able to get a job afterward amongst extensive teacher layoffs is another question. I guess what I'm saying is that being a cog in the machine doesn't sound too bad from some perspectives; at least it's a reliable income. May I also say that, while it is reassuring to hear that you are having many of the same misgivings I (and I assume many of our generation) do, I'm a little unnerved by the fact that you have a couple more years to get where your going before you hit 30, while I have about 13 months. I don't know why that particular age seems like a finish line of sorts, but that's the way it feels. Anyway, glad to hear you're liking school, I've always suspected an education in something practical would be more rewarding in a lot of ways. Going to be in Alberta for X-mas?
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Always start at zero
Dear Jong,
It has been way to long since either of our last posts. I think that the standard of quality may be to high for us to consistently make entries, Or that could be my problem. Potentially we have to lower that standard to ease the burden of potential disappointment to our readers in order to get some entires made.
I am in school right now. I feel pretty committed in a way I never was UofC, to bad it cost so much more. The classes I take are not any more challenging but the end product seems more tangible as a goal and as a tool to walk away with. The graduates of the program are well introduced to the industry by the time they graduate and seem to find placement in a variety of different applications.
I see this perspective where my diploma though grants me access to a new layer of the economy still limits me to a certain sector of it, but this is really only a limitation to someone who isn't willing to ply their learnings outside of the box so easily set up for them by the institution. Similarly, I see many friends, holders of bachelor degrees, who are given their rather broad degree and told the world is their oyster. The institution fails to narrow their career path for them and instead they are left to their own devices to carve something with their new tools. This place forces some to make a decision: more school or work for the man?
Does this kind of describe how you felt after your university experience? Some peoples ultimate goal from their education is essentially becoming a cog in the machine and getting paid well to do it but otherwise where do you go? I probably need to know a greater spectrum of graduates and the twenties are also a very transient decade.
Just came to mind recently.
You know what else came to mind, errors in counting. Let's say you and I have a timed trial, except we have no stop watches and are going to rely on the other counting the seconds. So you line up and I start counting as soon as you take off. 1....2....3....4.... and so on. I reach 28 by the time you finish a lap and we get ready to switch, what do I tell you when you ask "Blair, how long did it take me complete that lap?" I would likely say 28, but I didn't start counting from zero, I started counting from one, so what I should really tell you is that it took you 27 seconds to finish that lap.
Dillon is coming out here soon, I told him I'd start collecting bottles and cans to start a fund to fly you out here for a Bare/Bear Hands show. Plane tickets are expensive though, you may have to start collecting on your end.
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Thursday, September 2, 2010
Hey Buddy
Oh hi Blair. I see you are posting three times to my once lately, which causes me much chagrin, and I apologize. Things out west are going well, and I'm feeling good. I'm still kind of coming down from the big C scare last month, and it;s kind of hard to refocus on the stuff I was worrying about before it happened. Health-wise things are good, and other than a weeklong recovery from surgery I haven't really noticed any differences, which is kind of unbelievable. So now that that's done I have to start thinking about school and work and volunteer and career and shit again, which kind of sucks but is better than thinking about never having those things.
Raccoon was pretty great, it's true. That was definitely the most fun I've had playing any kind of instrument. I flew back to Calgary last month to play a show with Dave and Sandy, or wait it was two months ago, and it was awesome. We played a messy set at the Marquis and I don't think I'll ever play with anyone who howls with even close to the conviction Dave does; I wrote a song on the guitar and he lyric't and sang it and it was tight.
Going even farther back, our bike trip across Alberta was really fun, and we raised 180,000 for AIDS work in Africa, all for taking a two week holiday doing what I like to do anyways. Pretty sweet. Jumping ahead, Liza and I went to Saltspring on our bikes and camped two weekends ago, and I was also great, and I definitely want to continue to do some touring around here, also the summer is almost at a close. Speaking of which, school starts in a week and I'm not really looking forward to the constant feeling that I should be doing homework again. Guess that's the way she goes.
Sorry again it's been so long.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Dear
john,
I've been drininking an thinking. Spelling mistaktaked are more endearding than they are problematic so let's embrace them as much as we can an write on this "wall" as much as we can.
I miss band practice with Raccooon. F.Montreal is gearing up for a full winter of shows and a hot new release. If and when it comes out I will sound it West.
Well, whats going in on out west everything I ask interesting questions and get adequate awnsers. I don't feel involved as I could be,
HLIFx. Sorry.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Dear Danger Cat,
Where to next John B? Any interesting plans for the coming months or years? Still working in a bike shop? If so do you guys make hats? If so send me one. My company makes hats, but they are ugly and I wouldn't send you one. Although I am clearing out some of my wardrobe and am seeing how much of it I don't wear, so if you need a shirt lemme know.
Mike Loz came out a couple weeks ago. It was brief but me managed to polish off a good portion of my home brew as well as hit they beach, TWICE. Surfing is pretty awesome, I hope that come fall I'll be able to head out a lot more.
I don't really feel like I have any train of though right now, what have you got?
Sunday, July 25, 2010
July, The Beach Month

Dear John,
It's great to hear everything went as planned and all that's left is a radioactive pill. The whole notion is quite scary and I can imagine the feeling of having the concern, having it checked out, and getting the "more testing" response would be rather sobering. Especially considering your impeccable shape, condition and wit. I suppose you can chalk another mark on your tally against Armstrong.
I am working out paying my tuition now, which is a bummer, but I will be taking the Architectural Engineering Technician's program at NSCC. Two years and then I am equipped to use Auto Cad and get paid for it. I am stoked, long term I hope in translates into more school, but for now I just need to start moving forward again. Working in construction is likely really good for the program except I kind of loath my boss, which combined with some other area's of my life has led me to question my respect of authority. It's tough finding leader's who inspire good work rather than demand it.
Ceej is home (in our old Apt.) sitting in bed reading. She seems well, a little snarky cause I keep telling her to get dressed but overall in pretty good spirits. The summer out here is beautiful as I imagine it is every where, but Nova Scotia seems so small that everything seems so tangible in a day.
Miko comes out to see me next weekend and I'm pretty stoked, surfing and home brew are the only things on the agenda really. Got a batch bottled for and ready for consumption this friday.
You should get a bike and then we can meet half way and start a bike gang, in Manitoba I suppose.
*This entry actually has nothing to do with the beach.*
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Sans Cancer, Sans Thyroid, Sans Voice Modulation
But only for a while (the voice modulation). 3 days post op and feeling good, things went well according to the surgeon, and now I take a thyroid replacement every morning, swallow a radioactive iodine pill in a couple of weeks, and that's game. All in all a pretty small production for how terrifying everything seemed for a while. What are you taking in school? Hows Ceej and the new Apt? Bitchin' ride by the way, I've been considering one for quite some time.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
A New Old Bike
Dear John,
Since our bike trip is on hiatus riding has totally taken the back seat, even though I got a new bike:
I suppose I am still riding, but the pedals don't move and the thing weigh's 400 pounds. Though I have been scouting out trails I plan to cycle through later, so maybe it's like a reconnaissance ride. I've been using it to scout out local beaches. Today I tried to make it to Lawrence Town, but got a little bit lost taking back roads so I settled for Rainbow Haven. Apparently Lawrence Town is the closest surf spot and they rent gear so I am pretty stoked to get out there when I get the chance.
Crystal Crescent is also a nice beach:
Ever seen the film Barfly? I recommend it, written by Bukowski.
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Saturday, June 5, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
New York New York

Dear John,
It has been a time since I last posted. I've traveled many kilometres, drank many bottles of wine and homemade beer, and crossed a few borders. I have switched employers and then back again, almost walked out on the lease we never signed and started a bit of gardening. To say I was to busy to write is not true but one needs to be in the mood to sit down and journalize.
Last month Cj finished her semester and we decided to drive down and visit my sister in New York, New York. 1400km or so? Figuring that though the day would be long it could still be a day's ride, but once you hit Massachusetts things get very congested. And so we bailed off the I-95 and spent the night in West Haven. For the best cause driving through Brooklyn at 2 am would have been a disaster. I can't read street signs at night.
We pulled into to park in front of my sisters apartment, which is just off the Brooklyn Bridge - Brooklyn side, around noon on a saturday. Got some burritos and mojitos with my Bro-in-Law and sat down with the baby's.
The week was nice, saw MoMA, some Picasso, Kandinsky, Munch and a really interesting exhibit with Marina Abramovic. Essentially she comes to the gallery from open to close everyday for 6 months! and sits at a table motionless staring forward and opposite her there is another chair in which patrons of the gallery can sit for as long as they'd like and return the stare. We also hit the Guggenheim and saw some balling paintings from the impressionist era.
It is a pretty impressive structure.
Our feet ached from standing and our eyes were strained from viewing, so we decided to go shopping in SoHo.The next couple were a little ridiculous with new these and new those, while we also had a few late nights with my sister and her husband and her cousin.
Chris Taylor is my sister's cousin, but not my cousin for she is my half sister. He is/was the guitarist for AidsWolf and also works as an Artist of many virtues, video being one. He made a couple videos for Susnset Rubdown, Black Swan and Dragon's Lair. The latter of which was shot on some family property near Wainwright.
Anyway, New York is/was awesome and my sister lives a successful yuppie life in Brooklyn.
Aiya, it's late and I need to pose for some photos for cj's homework.
There's more, just wait.
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Thursday, April 22, 2010
Back In Ack(tion)



Hey Buddy! Long time no me not to lazy to write! I'm starting to get pretty hip-hyped about this tour. I have a tent and other camping crap we can use, fa'rill. How many days total riding do you project? 4? I'm thinking if we can do it so I can fly both ways on a Tuesday or Wednesday it will make it cheapest for me flight-wise. What's the weather like out there in late August? Things are warming up here. I'm trying to ride 1000 km this month to prep for our Alberta ride, which unbeknownst to me has raised upwards of 60 grand already. Bitchin. I think the wheels on that Colnago would probably b

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
A Map
Since I didn't have to work to day I decided it was time to get serious and put some work into where we are going to go. This is a loose plan that we can clean up together, I sent you a colab invite I believe.
View Dear John Let's Go For a Ride in a larger map
I envision a four day journey, allowing for beach time and maybe some fishing, though it's all fly fishing I believe. With four days the cycling will be a little more broken up, which isn't an issue for you, but may be for me. There is lots of camping on the trail as well as B&B's if we wuss out or something. I have read a few itineraries and notes on peoples rides and there are some decent climbs but lots of coastal riding.
Gear is my only question at this point. I wonder if loading up the Colnago will put to much load on those tiny wheels. Should I be looking into an alternative setup for this ride?
If we camp what do you think about tents? I got a 6man tent, it's large but not excessively heavy.
I watched Che parts 1 & 2 this week, it's a pretty good movie. Benicio Del Toro is a good actor, I'd like to see more films with him in them.
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
Back Online
Dear John,
Please pardon my lengthy absents, after Cj and I were burgled my online commitment has faded to checking emails on my phone and text messaging. I've been thinking about this bike trip and been feeling I need to get planning it with you. Late August would be great for me too, I think Ceej might be planning to head to Cuba around then as well. I haven't studied much of the trail so far, but much of what envision is riding, camping, seafood, ocean, surfing, and the occasional bottle of screech. How each of those things gets down is still very much in the open. In my vision I see campfires on the occasional beach, and setting up a tent where & when we see fit. I know the terrain isn't quite mountainous, but from what I remember it's fairly .....(Upy downy).
Late in the summer I hope the ocean is warmer, I seem to recall someone saying that region is cold because of arctic ocean currents, but maybe they're wackers.
N to S Alberta would be a fun ride, I miss the prairies in the summer. I have an album of panoramic views resting in the frames of cross canadian trips. Long stretches of unbending highway, bright yellow canola fields, dilapidated homesteads. Nova Scotia has some charm though, you'll see.
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
Oh man, we are in a pause mid episode and it's all happening, the cliff hanger for season 5 is set. McNaulty is upset over Boodies death, Freeman is more or less leading the major crimes investigation, Daniels is being groomed for a substantial promotion.
I feel like the polarity between good cops and bad cops is exemplified well in season 4 with Carver and Haulk. They grew together as rookies through the western then into narcotics and major crimes until they saw different roads to better their positions. Conversely to their partnership the relationship between the roads they do take is definately one of this series themes, politics in police work.
Carver's return to the western shows him as an honest cop looking to get back to real police work, or at least the police work who grew up doing. While there we see him take a leadership position and also report to the notorious Bunny Colvin (one of my personal favourite characters).
Though he disappoints the viewer and his commanding officer on a couple of occasions we eventually see his epiphany and the fruition of proper police work.
Haulk on the other hand looks to climb the ladder, taking on a laid back assignment protecting the mayor with the notion that everyone else he knows to have taken the assignment has moved up. After his assignment is cut short by an unforeseen promotion he serves in major crimes as a sergeant(?) to the disappointment of all. No one is on Haulk's side.
Though they both kicked off the season getting their stripes the Gospel of the Baltimore Police Department chose only one to keep them.
I feel like the polarity between good cops and bad cops is exemplified well in season 4 with Carver and Haulk. They grew together as rookies through the western then into narcotics and major crimes until they saw different roads to better their positions. Conversely to their partnership the relationship between the roads they do take is definately one of this series themes, politics in police work.
Carver's return to the western shows him as an honest cop looking to get back to real police work, or at least the police work who grew up doing. While there we see him take a leadership position and also report to the notorious Bunny Colvin (one of my personal favourite characters).
Though he disappoints the viewer and his commanding officer on a couple of occasions we eventually see his epiphany and the fruition of proper police work.
Haulk on the other hand looks to climb the ladder, taking on a laid back assignment protecting the mayor with the notion that everyone else he knows to have taken the assignment has moved up. After his assignment is cut short by an unforeseen promotion he serves in major crimes as a sergeant(?) to the disappointment of all. No one is on Haulk's side.
Though they both kicked off the season getting their stripes the Gospel of the Baltimore Police Department chose only one to keep them.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Cabot Trail
Dear John,
I have been entertaining the idea of doing a bit of randonneuring this summer. The Cabot Trail comes to mind and fromwhat I have seen of and read about it is a pretty majestic trail around Cape Breton Island. Rated one of the best treks in the world yadda yadda...
The whole loop is only 300 km and would be nice to do over a week. The area is full of fishing villages and beaches and campsites to stop at with lots of fish to eat and Acadians to attempt french with.
Sometime in mid to late summer would probably be best because I think it gets really wet here in the spring.
In doing it I see myself with a co-pilot, and I know Cj wouldn't be that interested, would you?
I have been entertaining the idea of doing a bit of randonneuring this summer. The Cabot Trail comes to mind and fromwhat I have seen of and read about it is a pretty majestic trail around Cape Breton Island. Rated one of the best treks in the world yadda yadda...
The whole loop is only 300 km and would be nice to do over a week. The area is full of fishing villages and beaches and campsites to stop at with lots of fish to eat and Acadians to attempt french with.
Sometime in mid to late summer would probably be best because I think it gets really wet here in the spring.
In doing it I see myself with a co-pilot, and I know Cj wouldn't be that interested, would you?
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
VLC SNAP!

Just picked up with the Wire again this evening. Saw the sequence with Omar looking for some cereal and then walking to the store to get some. It's kind of a hilarious scene. The celebrity of his character is really brought out by his green satin robe.
I was thinking that since you've retired the Baltimore beat, do want to do a biweekly movie viewing? I was thinking in theatres would be a good outing on a casual basis, but if you find a really worth while movie we could each make an effort of seeing it. At least until we find something as good.
Taking a cat on a plane is kind of a pain, I wouldn't suggest it. Although I did get to walk through the metal detector holding a cat.
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